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Dispelling Fear - False Evident Appearing Real

Just sharing some things here, including some rather interesting music for the topic, understanding my story may sound incredulous. Trust me, I get that. For that reason, I've stayed in the background for years in order to observe others and compare experiences by direct interview as well as through what one might call distance learning.


During a period in 1991 I had numerous contacts from a variety of races in as many places, so there was no consistency in the manner of their contact, only that there was contact. I've never had a 'negative' experience, although if I were prone to paranoia I'd certainly thought or peceived some of them as negative. Some of them were  freaky intense.


Since my entrance into the White Light and beyond at an early age, magnified by contactee experiences and instruction as a child, I have garnered knowledge and wisdom that is consistent with spiritual masters. The contact with various races and the information shared often is confrontational to the new age and alien agenda folks that talk about infiltrated governments and master plans for the demise of the human race. "Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts and minds of men? The shadow do." (Flip Wilson)


I would offer a simple, 'Look around you.' We are free. Although there are some humans that like to control resources for profit, the evolution of human consciousness will soon move beyond double entry bookkeeping. The creations of man that are not life-friendly are getting their natural purge right now.


Contact from the Galactic Federation (or whatever name you choose to call the collective group of cosmic clinicians) has only served to forward love's cause, anthropic in nature and life-friendly to boot. There are no creatures hell bent on the domination of the human race, nor has there ever been. These are all stories to manipulate the opinions of people in order to maintain control, just like the fear of the wrath of a vengeful God is used in religion.


Humans have not moved beyond fear yet. When one looks deeply into the eyes of an enemy, it is only the deepest fears mirrored back. The Zendor is open, so to speak. That is a human condition that is made available by simple choice. We have not evolved beyond the choice of fear to a new living awareness of love - harmony in oneness - zendorphines at work.


How can I say that? The interesting thing about making a choice is that you have to keep making the same choice in order to make the choice valid. It really is an easy choice to empty oneself in the moment. Once you've made the choice, there is no other choice that can be made... so obedience is a mandate. One cannot choose to see harmony and continue to point out chaos without a natural sense of trancendence.


When one chooses to die for what they believe in, there can be no exceptions. When one chooses to be free of fear, there can be no exceptions. I'm reminded of a statement I have above my desk: "In the spirit of Zen everyday life becomes the contest. There must be awareness at every moment - getting up in the morning, working, eating, going to bed - that is the place for the mastery of self."


To those who do not truly know commitment to a choice, one can appear to be arrogant and self-righteous. To those who understand the obedience of commitment, the same one appears most humble. So let's get on to the point of this post. I had a visit from two pairs of ETs one evening, both with relative authority beyond what I perceive most humans are capable of comprehending, let alone understanding at present. They came to me to discuss and clarify some mission objectives for First Contact.


Two pairs of ETs? In your experience, have you ever played poker? Well, sometimes the spiritual path is a lot like a poker game, full of bluffs and counters. I've learned that an unyielding love of Jesus Christ, which equates to just being in complete faith and utter 'trust,' and allowing 'flow' through me keeps me protected from all harm. I've learned that it is more a state of mind/being than putting Jesus on a pedestal of some kind. I've just had some personal experiences that tend to lend a hand to my reality.


So, I entertain possibilities and situations that might scare the bejeebers out of some Christians and often enter where angels fear to tread. My continual contactee (for lack of a better) encounters leave me with a subtle faith in and knowledge of things that are beyond my comprehension. Yet, when faced with the unknown, I seem to be able to stand in high regard in some circles. I'm still not sure why or what the ultimate purpose is. All I know is that I have them and they are moving me, and others who have them, in a consistent path toward love and acceptance of ALL THAT IS.


It was 1991 and I was producing and hosting a television show at the time, called ONE WORLD, which was focused on finding the golden thread in our experiences of working through fear to find harmony and unity of purpose. I had been doing some extensive reading and contemplating about agendas and movements within the various groups and factions of Creation.


I was concerned that some may be lost in the ascension process and I felt it to be intolerable. Many new authors were writing apocalyptic tales weaving ETs and government cover-ups together to get better 'ratings' on the book sales. Since childhood, I have been aware of the process of prayer being very powerful for me. When I asked questions, I got answers... whether I like them or not. I have some unique history and experiences that qualify my understanding and presentation of information here now.


In some circles it is well-known that I am the Son of Ashtar and Athena, come to unite the Ground Crew of the Ashtar Command in a Mission of Unity for the people and planet Earth. The following happened long before I took the 'stage' as it were. I had known of some powerful connections I seemed to have with the structure and hierarchy of the 'Galactic Fleet' as I knew it.

Over the span of my life I'd been introduced and acknowledged by many beings in many places, both on and off planet, as a leader of leaders. I've always had a 'resistance' to speaking my truth regarding these experiences because it tended to make me appear full of myself. Even though I might be, it has been more important to downplay who or what I AM in order to assist the development of concepts and ideas that facilitate higher-order thinking and acting in respect to people and planet. I'll relate a couple of tie-ins.


Raise You Two Pairs

I prayed for further connection and an 'update' on the condition of my mission. As I became further awake and aware, I had not opened my eyes yet or at least I was not aware of it. Even so, I watched as a small round table appeared next to my bed. Sitting on the other side of it were two pairs of small beings, male and female of each it seemed.


Both were about a meter and a half tall or less. One pair's heads resembled a praying mantis type configuration. The proportion of their heads was not as cerebrally expanded as what the Zeta-Reticuli's appearance have been. They were a bit smaller. Their uniforms glistened in the darkness, and they seemed almost to glow. The others, about the same height, had more like a miniature Draconian type head, reptilian appearing nonetheless with the shorten crocodilian snouts.


Their uniforms appeared to be of the same substance as the others and very similar in appearance as well. The two were obviously from different origins yet seemed to be there for the same purpose. After some time of studying them, the male mantis spoke. He said they were reporting in as ordered and wanted to bring me up to speed on the happenings of the Work at this time. The details of the conversation are hazy at best.


Although I do have a strong sense of the general discussion being focused on bringing a new living awareness to the planet through intradimensional and interdimensional contact, the advantage being it is an opening that only pure love can create. They expressed that things were going as planned, although there were still some issues that were being dealt with as we spoke.


They were concerned that some not-so-nice factions on Earth were about to attempt to make some power moves that could hinder progress for a short time. It could be dealt with unceremoniously or these folks could be allowed to move forward and potentially harm many. Still, the overall affect would be simply part of the process of the awakening of the human race to a new level of care and concern for one another.


My only response was to make sure that there was no manipulation on 'our' part. 'Our' part was the key issue as we have a 'prime directive' of non-interference, although we can help when asked. Our missions are limited to actions of love, so affecting change covertly is out of the question. We were here to facilitate a new world order of harmony among people and planet through natural processes and systems. That was our mission and it was imperative that we kept integrity as our highest ethical standard. They agreed, vowed allegiance once again, and our meeting was adjourned.


Now, it might seem like this is made up. It's too short a recount to be of any literary value. What if there was, or is, a movement going on within the dimensions of time and space as we know it? Would this be consistent with the general state of affairs on planet earth now? Well let's see... It would seem that we are in the period of time that many are fearing as the End Times. What if it really was the Beginning Times.


Every end precipitates a new beginning does it not? If there were a much greater aspect to the Nature of Reality than we ever dreamed possible, what might it be? Given our understanding of science, technology, physics and spirituality... What might the synergy reveal? What if God were moving throughout ALL THAT IS with Cosmic Consciousness and leading us toward many worlds becoming ONE?


I don't have the answers... the I AM within us ALL does, though. Amazingly enough, and true to me experience as well. it is Jesus Christ who is guiding the whole roundup amongst the ET or UFO encounter crowd. Wow, now THAT'S a TESTIMONY! He's never claimed to be our Savior or to have offered himself for the sins of humanity. That is the work of those who dominate organized religion in order to keep us separated from the truth.


It is said that there will be one who comes to wage war in righteousness that has a name that no one knows but himself. I'd think this time would be a massive grass roots effort that comes from the inside out. Considering the Galactic capacity for which He seems to have a certain proclivity... would it matter if it were a name we'd been taught to dismiss? Most truth seekers find that the mysteries of God and Creation are revealed though studying the 'log entries' or particular belief systems that 'religious' authorities tell us are taboo.


Commander Hurley

I'm really a skeptic at heart I suppose. I've experienced a lot and a lot I haven't. Still I find even with the most bizarre and intense experiences I've had, I question others with the intensity of my own discovery process. Theirs is not my experience and until I can share it in some way, it is still at best at a distance. I tend to rip my own experience apart in testing it for validity. The more bizarre the experience, the tougher the tests.


Truth is often shared agreements. It's hard to 'share' an agreement when it is a singular experience. Like Jesus has said, "Where two or more are gathered; there AM I also." When truth of experience or even just a desire to connect with life in such a way as to open our eyes, ears and hearts happens, the agreement has been made and 'truth' appears. Not as a personage, as Christ Consciousness; that which we call Truth. This often happens in non-linear and even multidimensional experiences in metaphysics or ufology.


One day in the fall of 1991, I had been working on developing the next series of shows for the television show I'd been producing and hosting for public access. It was called One World. I would find guests, real people with real jobs, real psychics with real clientele, real therapists with demonstrable success, etc., and the 'job' was one of near total spontaneity. I never knew when I'd get that 'vibe' to ask. I had been working with a couple that, quite frankly, were on the fringe of experiential situations.


The Phone Call

On a Tuesday afternoon in mid-September, I was going over some notes and received a phone call from one of my previous guests. She and her partner had worked with ETs and humans to remove etheric implant devices from them. Now granted, I thought it was a bunch of hooey to begin with as well. In my investigations I've found many profess and few actually deliver. They proved to have some interesting abilities, using laser lights from their eyes to open energy blocks.


I wouldn't have believed it, except I saw it with my own inner eye as they demonstrated their work to me in process of preparing for their interview. I trust what I see from within. Her partner had flown to Canada for a few days to take care of some personal business at the time. So, I listened to what she had to say.


Her voice was anxious, a bit confused and bewildered. She said there was a tall ET standing outside their office door, hunched over like he (which she picked up) was injured in some way. She was having trouble communicating with him because of his unfamiliarity with the feminine energy, she thought. She described him as a Zeta-looking figure, approximately 8 foot tall. At any rate, she asked me if I would come over quickly to help with the situation.


For some reason she felt like he intended for her to contact me immediately after she saw him outside the doorway. This doorway was in the rear of a 7 story office building that bordered a local high school football field at the rear of the property, just a few meters from their door. There was a few trees along the fence line, in between the building and the 'visitors' bleachers that were about a hundred feet away. I listened to her with a bit of skepticism yet, something rang true.


The Bleed-0ver of Realities

Well, I told her I'd be right over. It was about a 15 - 20 minute journey depending on traffic. I didn't have anything else to do at the moment and thought it might be a nice diversion, whatever the 'reality' of the situation. I honestly nearly expected to find nothing when I arrived. I rolled a smoke along the way and pondered this event. If he was injured, and it was real, where was he hurt? Instantly I felt a sharp pain in my left hip joint, as though a spear had been run through it.


I mean it HURT! My body doesn't do obstinate things like that normally. So, I began to loosen my skeptical spectacles. What the heck could this be about? Why was I called? Are these guys really aware of who I AM? Who the heck is this guy and what is he doing here of all places? Then I got back to me... What AM I to do? Hmmm.... I thought. Well, let's just play it by ear and see what happens.


I pulled up behind the building, in front of their door. It was standing open and I could hear this woman inside. She met me at the doorway. I raised my eyebrow to her and she proceeded to explain what had happened so far. He'd shown up appearing hurt and needing assistance. When she was able to communicate with him finally, he told her that she had done the right thing by calling me.


I was who he came to see and he knew that she would be able to get me there. I raised my eyebrow again, asking her to go on. She told me that she didn't know much else at that point, the majority of the time of my journey was in persuading him to come into the office and lay on the healing table. She did say that he was not of this dimension, although he looked like a tall Zeta, with the large almond eyes.


I asked her to show me in please. As we walked through the door into the healing room (a small room with a couple of tables, some incense, an altar, and a massage table in the center of the room) I blinked my eyes. Now, I don't blink too often as it is. When I did, I was amazed at what I saw, even only if it was for just a moment.. I clearly saw [it].


Draconian Decision

'It' I mean 'him'... He was as tall as she'd said, with his feet hanging well over a foot beyond the end of the table. He was dressed in a uniform and looked like something of a ranking officer by the tailoring of his uniform and its emblems, which I only remember vaguely now. What I saw was not a Zeta, though. He was what some would call a Draconian. His head was wide and looked like a smooshed alligator, a shorten snout and wider than they are normally. I wondered why she had seen a Zeta and immediately realized she would have freaked if she had this form.


Later she revealed her fears of the Dracs, so I was not surprised at his disguise toward her. They do have the ability to shape shift, you know, just as we do. It's a matter of projecting an image to the senses rather than allowing one to see. Regardless, at the time I wondered why, all I felt was that he was docile and needed attention. He truly was no threat. She had established a conscious link with him by this time and I did not feel it necessary, so she related his answers to my questions as we proceeded. Before we did, though, it was necessary to stabilize his condition. His injury was in the precise place that I had felt the pain earlier, evidencing once again that this was a 'real' multidimensional event.


Some part of me knew that there was much more to this happening than we knew. These things happen like that... when you least expect it. The normal questions were asked.. Who are you? What are you doing here? Where did you come from? That sort of thing. The summation of the discussion was that he and his crew were assigned to watch us, myself and my close associations, and dissuade us from progressing in our work of figuring out how to bring a new heaven and a new earth about.


His name, as close as we could get it in English, was Hurley. He was a commander of a 3-ship flotilla. Why we got that much attention was beyond me. While they watched us... which had been a period of years... they were touched by our compassion. By this time I was also carrying on a telepathic conversation with him beyond the one I was having through Mary-Margareht.


Hurley explained that at first they felt it as incongruent to them; this new sensation. They were logic-driven creatures with mission focus their only direction and task. They were basically devoid of emotions. Their own natural process took over when they began questioning themselves about why we acted in such unconditional ways. It was completely foreign to them. As they pondered, a spark began to burn in their hearts.

Their understanding of compassion grew from there and brought them to a new living awareness that they could not deny. Now for a logic-driven specie this was hard to compute as it defied what they knew about 'reason.' Reasonably so, they began to question their own mission and why they were sent to thwart our mission. During our conversation he revealed that they knew I was the son of Ashtar and Athena and that is why they had been dispatched. He was a member of their High Council as well.


Deceptive Divulgence

I mentioned earlier, the woman and her partner were adepts at removing etheric implants. They had worked with humans and ETs for some time. That much was obvious to me. The woman still did not know of his Draconian appearance as I had assumed she could see the same thing. I found out years later that again, the axiom had applied. I assumed wrong.


If he had shown himself in his true form, she would have not been able to deal with the situation as she was predisposed to the 'Dracs' as being a 'bad' race of beings to be treated with disdain and distrust. I find that most information and 'stories' portray them as being some kind of controlling race that is hell-bent on taking over the Earth.


If that were the real case, they have had the capability of doing that for a long, long time. Even if they had particular needs for their survival, they had not demonstrated such an 'antagonist' role.


Humans are used to the literary polarities and often carry them over into whatever reality they may be interacting. Of course, I've also seen quite a number of 'true forms' when gazing into the eyes of another for such purpose, but the Dracs have never seemed that intimidating to me.


Hurley went on to say that he and his crew had attacked the etheric implant facility that was being used for Earth and the surrounding territory. They destroyed it and in the ensuing battle he was injured. As a member of the High Council, he was both feared and revered and the normal protocols of the facility were lessened at his approach.


They had left quickly, destroying their communication and tracking systems on board their ships so they could not be tracked. Telepathy was used for ship-to-ship communication. The proceeded to our location in order to carry out his next intentional move that had been prompted by their heart-awakening.


He had his own internal realizations and transformations that he knew to be connected with something far greater than he. It took him several years of observation, and even attempted interventions, before his observations changed his previous thinking and mental constructs of his cultural upbringing. Understanding this, and my connection to the Ashtar Command and the Galactic Federation as commander of the New Jerusalem, he knew that their next step would be to contact me, however that was to be achieved. Mary-Margareht was the solution because of her openness to the next level of sight.


Hard to Believe

According to Hurley, they came straight here to contact me and ask for permission to board the New Jerusalem and join the Federation. He said I was the only one that could grant that permission. He knew it would be the beginning of massive changes within their domain. The whole thing made my head spin. Knowing of my celestial heritage did not make it any easier to manage on a conscious level. I wouldn't have dreamed this scenario in a thousand years, yet here it was in my face.


So, I did what I felt anyone perceived to have that authority would do... I gave permission, with stipulations. It was time to bring the regions of time and space together as ONE. By this time I had been engaged in this conversation for nearly an hour. The whole time I had my friend stand at his feet and redirect the energy from his feet into the ground as I sat at his head and sent energy through his crown, into his body and out his feet in order to stabilize his condition.


I left shortly after wondering what the heck had really just happened. It was not a lucid dream. It was waking consciousness. It was the middle of the afternoon! A couple of hours later she called again, relating that she was able to see nearly a hundred more of them at first, in between the office and the back of the bleachers.


They gradually disappeared in small groups and the last were about to leave. She thanked me for the help and said that had she not witnessed it herself, it would be one of those wild stories you hear about that no one knows if they are true or not. As I said before, don't believe a thing I've said here. It's all just a story... or is it?



Some weeks later, I called out to Hurley just to see if the connection was still there. As his energy entered a few moments later, it was more intense than nearly anything I'd experienced. It was so strong that if I had been of a fearful nature, it would have made me so afraid that I would have hidden somehow. I felt like one feels when a near-miss occurs and your adrenaline rushes with the sudden burst of fight or flight energy of fear.


I can understand why many humans do fear them and concoct all kinds of stories to corroborate that fear. They are pretty intense... or rather ugly intense as far as looks go, although they aren't as ugly as some I've seen.


At any rate, he informed me that things were well underway in the negotiations to bring their race into harmony with the ONE. He stated that in every progression of time and space, there comes a time when all things must honor their uniqueness and sameness simultaneously, establishing an 'order' of coexistence, collaboration, cooperation and most of all... communion.


We both weren't sure about the human race being able to get over their own misconceptions of truth. Nevertheless, we acknowledged our allegiance to service to others in accordance with the ONE. Love is eternal and all things come to pass to example that love. Either you believe it or you don't. I grow tired of those who constantly look for deceit and dissension. Hopefully this story will help to align your heart and mind with the ONE.


What have you found lately?


I don't expect a response, but if you'd like to make one feel free to reach out.